Addiction

Nobody will believe me when I say it, but it's absolutely true. I'm an addict. I'm hooked. There's absolutely no turning back. Its the worse drug cause it gets you high in the best way. Thats right it's true i'm addicted to rollercoaster love. No not the wonderful, at peace, everything is roses love. But the i hate to love you, i shouldn't love you but i do, u fulfill my mind but i hate your guts type of love. The type of love where you fiend out for the person. If you don't hear from them at least once every 24 hrs something just isn't right. Yes i'm addicted to the high and once i hit that low. That type of love where what ur friends say doesn't matter what ur thoughts prove true cudn't be. I'm addicted to the type of love that has always been addicted to me. Do i want your fairytale love. Shit id even k. I think sometimes i might like the idea of being in a healthy we have no real issues type of love. But then the hunger for the rollercoaster hits. The need to feel the ups and downs, the thirst for the excitement the uncontrollable desire to not be controlled. Yea i'm hooked. I'm addicted. And for now therez just no running from it.