Lately I've been feeling my barriers of purposeful repression melting away. The effort to keep from others my trueeee nature is getting old. While I may be openin myself up for future hurts this protective measure is no longer more important than experiencing ppl. I remember someone I thought I loved telling me I wasnt passionate. This nt only showed me that they didn't know me at all bt that I might have been getting in the way of my own relationship progress.
So the walls, brick by brick come down. I'm ready to give someone a chance to know the multi dimensions of me nd be honest abt getting to know other ppl. Does the idea of not being restricted scare me, honestly yes, but what am i guarding myself from if I end up alone. Im nt abt that life. It's an interesting somtimes bewildering transition happening bt I'm ready. Maybe i'll meet someone who makes it all worth it along the ride.
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