(i wish you'd) always be my friend

Good things don't last forever baby, but somethin bout ya boy just drives me crazy, ain't no if, ands, buts, or maybes, i wish you'd always be my friend. -modified excerpt from good things by rich boy. So 1 i apologize for my 2 week lapse in posting. I just haven't known what to say. But that line kind of sums up where my head is. I miss my shuga high. I really do. I mean I knew that this was inevitable, I knew eventually one of us would step out of the dream we created into reality, but why'd it have to be me. Now my phone is lonely, longing for ur text, just to see ur name on the screen, just to laugh at the things you'd say to me. Just to go back to those hours where you made me forget that i'm lonely. What a strange place you occupied. Its almost like you cause me to mental subside from my resident life of ick. You were able to single handedly make me smile just by saying hey *floetry moment hey you sorry that i had to leave i'll try to come back...one day* thats also how I feel. I wish we could have a balance, but alas, life does not work how you want it to. I must let go of you, to love you. It would hurt more to wait, but it hurts now. I hope that if you read this you know I really don't plan on ever not loving you. And while our triste of sorts was fast you are important to me. U hold immense value, not just in my mind, but in my heart. I miss you, i miss our conversations, and i hope that things are looking up. Nightly i wish i could be those things you wanted me to be. IF only the stipulations where there, and the consequences weren't so great. I love you shuga high. At least in my heart, you will alway be my friend. *tear*